KJC's Life ~

I have always wanted to work in the field of computer and i guess i have gotten what i wanted. around 5 years ago, after i have finish my SPM. I have dreamt of studying IT because that is the only thing i know best at that time. But my mum told me that if i were to studying IT , by the time i graduated, i would be jobless due to the amount of person that are taking the course at that time and so she recommended me to take Electrical and Electronic Engineering and she finds that even though i go into Engineering field , i can actually work almost anywhere and any positions. I guess it was true. But after taking the E&E Engineering course , i find that i have low interest in it and foresee that i would not want to work in a engineering department if possible. As time pass by and the wonder times i have experience with different people, i find that i like to work in an environment which has interactions with people. Though i find that my soft skills aren't really that great but i would really like to venture into this area because i find that networking is the key to be successfully.

Enough of the history lesson , about my first day at work, i was actually late for 5 minutes ! Miscalculated the time i should say, i would have never thought that it would be so jam on the way of reaching DELL. I have always thought that the jam is always from my house until BJ. It took me 45 mins just to rush , that is i was driving very fast and mending my way through the traffic. if it was a normal drive , i think it would have taken me around 1 hour or so. Now i have learn my lesson i will leave even more earlier tomorrow

After reaching the entrance , i waited around 20 to 30 mins before come one came and "escorted" me in. Sadly i never had the chance to meet up with my manager as he was busy. I was then sent for training and i guess i disturbed the class as i went in half way and he had to start again. From the training schedule he shown to us , me and another new hire was actually a few trainings before those in the training room. But he had no choice but to carry on with it. I guess i had to find my way through this then.

After the training it was around 5 something , and finally i had the chance to meet my manager, surprisingly it was the person who interviewed me ! and boy didn't i noticed it. He then assigned me to another supervisor(or maybe also manager level, not very sure), which i am directly under him. Then he introduced me to another 2 chinese colleagues and one of them showed me around the team and introduced me to a few person. I am still not certain of what i am really doing just yet, but seems like the supervisor is in charge of the email support. I am still not very sure what is going on, but tomorrow i will be seeing them again after my training , so i guess i will ask them more detail on what i will be expected to do or what is really their job hahaha ... Seems like first day and i am clueless. Never mind, second day would clear things up.

After a long day at work( or maybe i should say training instead, hahaha), finally i can return home, but seems like i don't really have a working hour yet and so currently i am just following the schedule of my training.

Well, i need to improve my english, so i guess i will be writing more , or maybe not , hahaha. Well it depends which ever method i think is best for me to improve my english.

It has been so long since i wrote something in this blog ... i need to write more hahaha ...

Anyways ... this entry is about growing up .... In a few more months and i will be going to work ... but i do not feel like i am up to the challenge just yet. I still like to delay my task, making things and life so difficult for myself . Always taking my sweet time, and in the end rush all my assignments and task in the end.

Seriously, i just dont like this feeling. When i try not to delay stuff, i feel much relax and much enjoying.

I want to change . I need to change. There goes a saying , " One has to die to be able to reborn again " I want to die , i want to be reborn again.

I must say, after so many years, my improvement is slow and too little. I need to buckle more this semester and make the best out of it.

NO MORE PROCASTINATION !!!

WCA...what a disappointment...and i thought that it will be a world class standard event...it is totally not...event ISSC is 100 times better than the organizing group of WCA...I may have lose in the qualifying round, but i love the players and the refs. They are friendly and humble, but the malaysian organizing group suck, it is very obvious that they are doing it for the interest of the money and promoting the sport, everything was not organized properly...No wonder MPOC sucks and MY-NPL rocks

First of all , they have problems with the filling station which makes most of the players unable to fill up thier gas tanks and they need to buy it from the pro shops as there aren't many pro shops open early in the morning , they could only went to 1 or 2 shops . This may be one of thier skims to earn money. Then their nettings sucks ,the netting is so low that the pellets FLY OUT OF THE FIELD and hit one of my team mates face !!! it was just millimeters away from her eye !!! what the fuck ... and the netting has only 1 layer at the bottom portion .... how stupid are the organizers ? is this thier first time organizing this event ???? they should know that 1 layer is not enough !!!! 2 layers is essential !!! Next is thier time table , it is a good thing if the schedule goes faster than expected , but the organizers should inform the players if they are pushing the games 2 or 3 hours early !!!! ... it cost some of the team to miss out ... not every team will come 3 or 4 hours early you assholes ...

I find that the only personal doing the jobs properly are the referees ! They are super friendly and fair ! they are the only personal in this competition that makes me wanna stay in this competition. Other than that , it is always the players that builds the spirit of the game . All the players are friendly but never the less there are some which are fucking arrogant ... hahaha ...

It was a nice experience with the players and the refs , but it was my worse competition experience other than the mini tournament in taman sukun ... seriously ... going to the WCA is totally not worth paying RM235 for fucking lousy paint ? RM7++ for lousy field ? and most of the paying RM45 for a name tag which has no strap ???? Seriously ... MY-NPL's normal league is way better than yours ... and i dont need to pay so much ! ... i really hope next year's ISSC will have those teams that came this WCA ... as i played in ISSC before and when it says International Super Seven Competition , it means INTERNATIONAL STANDARDS !

Baby , i really did not mean to make you angry and make you feel like i am being so possessive ... i think i was a bit too much ... maybe because ... i am not used of the sudden change ... suddenly in 1 week ... you rejected my 2 dates last minute ... sorry ... i guess i wasn't used to it ... sorry ... i don't mean to make you feel like i am so possessive ... i just wanted you to feel like care and i love you and i am worried about you ... sorry ... i am so so so sorry ... can you please forgive me ? 

Omg ... need to get my blog update man hahaha ... it has been a long time since i updated it ^^ .... got so many things to write but so little time to write !!! argh ...

What do you think of love ? What is love to you ? Is it just about sacrificing ?

To be honest, it is not just that. IT IS WAY BEYOND THAT !

Then what is it then ? How many of you think love is about holding on ? Do you think it is about holding on ? ...

In my opinion, it is not about holding on. It is about growing. It is about growing together with love and not holding to love. If you are just holding it, in the end it will be heavy and it will be a burden. That is why love is not just about sacrificing. It is unconditional and continues sacrificing , caring , UNDERSTANDING , PATIENCE and GROWING !

Everyone will change, every one will have thier own opinion about every thing and every one of us choose a different path and have our own individual thoughts. As we grow we tend to see more and we tend to change our course of our life. But if we continue to grow and the love is just hanging on there without growth, sooner or later it will be left in the past ... And the feelings will fade.

Love is about commitment as well ... and it requires a very high commitment just like living your life. We may choose each different path as we grow , but if we tend to understand each other as we grow and grow the love, the love will always be something new , always be something fresh and the love will never be left behind nor fade.

When you love some one ,

you should never stop growing ,

you should never stop your partner from growing,

you should never stop the love from growing,

you should always open your heart to changes in life and love,

you should never give up on love,

you should never stop understanding,

you should never stop sharing,

you should never stop caring,

you should never lose your patience ....

love is about growing together ... love is not selfish but to help each other to be better ...

No matter what i say or how i say ... i feel that i cannot fully describe love ... it is BEYOND WORDS ... just like how much i love you , my baby , my honey ... Evelyn Teh Pei I'ng .... i love you so so much .... serioesly ... so much ... i want to dedicate this to you ... hehe ... Thank you for always being there for me ... for growing with me ... for understanding ... for loving me .. muacks .. I LOVE YOU

Do you know what is it that you want ? do you have a mission ? do you have a goal ? what is your basic principle ? what is the reason for you to live ? is it solid ? or is it just another rubbish ?

I know it is a bit late to post this hahaha ... i had the most happiest time of my life in genting ^^ ... this is my first vacation trip with my dear .... Muacks love you so much honey ^^ ... hehe

Maybe we can go to Cameron on our next vacation baby ^^ hehe muacks maucks

I attended a class today. Well, actually not a class but rather a workshop. It was organize by my team manager which is Mr Edmund Tan. He taught us a very very important thing about doing time management. He taught us a bigger picture of time management. I find that, without that very very important thing. Time management is just another burden. It is just another thing we have to fulfill to continue our daily routine. And eventually you will find yourself not being able to follow your plans any more, and there will be more delays and more things undone in your own timetable.

Well, this very very important things is actually very simple. It is your vision. What is it that you see yourself doing or seeing other people around do or happening in your life after 5 years . Is there something you wanted to achieve in 5 years ? a stable job ? married ? How about imagining 20 years from now. Having a family of 5 or 4 ? maybe less or more ? How about imagining what people would say at your funeral ? what is it that you want people to remember you when you are dead. What is it that you want to leave behind ?

Do you know where you are heading ? Do you know if the way you are heading is the right way ? Well ... i cant tell you the right answers , simple because everyone of us is searching ... searching for that vision . We may all have our own vision but it will alter from time to time . For example, if you imagining yourself being a president of a country, maybe 30 years from now. Well, maybe the circumstances now allow you to be one in 30 years, but what about that time of 30 years before you become one? Things will happen ... maybe a war will broke out ? maybe or natural disaster ? or even worse, tomorrow is your last day of living in this world ... This will determined wether you will reach your vision(s) . But by not having any visions , do you feel any meaning in the things you do ? What i can say is , we need to have a vision to know where we are going and it will change from time to time. Maybe you found a even better vision than the one you previously had for your life. This is qouted from Edmund "do you drive out not knowing where you are going ? will you drive out if you dont have any destinations ? " The answer is simple, NO. So if you dont have a vision , do you know where is your time management heading to? well ... i guess not then .

What i had learn to do time management is that , you need a vision , you need to know where you are heading first . After you know where you are heading, you need a mission , which tells you what is it you need to do to get to your vision. Then you need a main. Which will tell you how to do your Missions to get to your Visions. Then you need details. You will need details to tell you more clearly of where you are heading , sort of like a map or a picture of where you are heading. Well, you wouldn't want to head to a mall getting lost on the way right ? And finally comes to your time management. If you spend time on the things you like to do, then eventually you will follow your own timetable and you will see that you are actually achieving something.

All you need, is start with the vision. Well ... that is the hardest part i have to say ... but once you get that, then the road will be smooth a little bit from here on. Visions will change but you need to be tough and differentiate the things you ough to change and the things you ough to adapt and keep it. I can not tell you what is it you need to change and what is it you maintain . But i can say this, never afraid to fail , criticize, or exploring. You need the explorations to know more clearly of your vision, and eventually you will find the right one for you. No one can tell you what is right or wrong ... it will be you, you yourself that determines it.

Wah it has been a long time since i wrote something in this blog ... I wanted to start a blog so i can keep memories , write journals ... write about my life and the things that has happened in my life ... Well ... i have to admit ... i am lazy to write hahaha ... i felt lazy coming to this page .. is it because of me ? or is it because this website is a bit too complicated for me to update some things some times ... hmm .... anyways . i would like to say ... since the last time i have updated my blog , many things had happened.

I went to kuantan for competition, i went to a few camps ... i saw newer stuff .. bigger world .. bigger picture of where i am going ... i can see things more clearly .. find answers that i thought that i would not find ... Well ... lets see what i can start with ^^ ... let this be a fresh start and a habit for me to update my blog ^^ ...

I will be away tomorrow ... cant sleep actually ... i am really very very excited that i can finally go on a holiday with my honey ^^ ... it has been a long time since we had our sweet time together without bother from other people or other things ^^ ... i hope this trip will be a memorable one ... hehe ... really cant wait ^^

KUANTAN MY-NPL HERE WE COME !!!

Here are a few info about the competitions !!!

CHEAK IT OUT Y'ALL

FIELD LAYOUT -

Field 1

 

Field 2

 

Field 3

Venue : Kuantan , Pahang !!!

DATE : 19th ~ 21st June 2009

Come and support us if you can !!! ^^

  I overslept again and almost late ... wahlau =.= .... but then make it in time ^^ ...

  It started around 9 am i think . I was unable to demo during the game day .. sob ... don't have the chance to show off at all XD ... hahaha ... Due to what ?!?! ... due to ... meself loh =.= ... Damn ~ Because i mix up the team schedule and then mix up the team number ~ omg ... i was busy rescheduling and making sure the game does not get delayed. So during the event i was busy doing the rescheduling =.= ~ haiz .. only marshalled for awhile and din play at all XD ... so sad ...

  Anyway here are some photos ~ Which was taken by a ... "geng" ... camera ~ hahahaha ....

                                     Kok liong dont kesi kesi yah ~ hehe ...

                              READY !!!! FFFFFFIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEE~!!!~!

    OMG !! On DRUGS ? or ... trying to be a rock star ~ YEH BABY ~ lol ...

There are a lot more pictures here ~ Check out this link ^^

http://penang-paintball.com/forum/viewthread.php?tid=1168&extra=page%3D1

I wonder what are you guys doing this holiday ...  I seem to be busy being driver and working and training for the coming paintball competition on 1 to 3rd of May 09 .

So any of you got any plans ???

Yes ... finally ^^ ... i have my own laptop now . He he ... it is so nice to have your own laptop . But at the same time i am starting to understand my honey's insecurity when we go out with her laptop hehe ..

Here are a few pictures of my laptop and the goodies with it ^^ ... i bought it for RM3099 but i heard that some of my friend got for 2899 only =.= ... oh man ... but then i got a laser wireless mouse as one of my freebies. It is a super nice mouse to use , i can guarantee that ^^

A lot of people baught the same model as mine =.= ... my class alone have 3 people already . I wonder who else bought it ... hahaha ... i guess toshiba is getting competitive in the market by lowering thier price and at the same time increasing the performance . A lot of company are doing that actually . For example, the famous Apple . They too are offering good specs and also a good price . You can get a white apple macbook for just RM3699 ... that was the laptop i have always wanted to get . But for now , i think toshiba is more than enough for me. Next time only i get a better macbook =P  . Actually , toshiba spec for this model is also kinda good . It has graphic card ( eventhough low-mid level ) , 4 gb ram and also 250 gb hd. Which is good enough for a price of RM3099. what do you guys think ? Do you guys have any model in mind which you think is more worth it ?

Check out my pictures to have a look at my computer and my freebies ^^